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PSH at Korea fanmeeting 2007 - letter reading (Saturday, December 10, 2011 / 8:20:00 PM)




As you can see, Park Si Hoo
at his very first fan meeting in Korea
2007.
This is him when reading a letter
dedicated to SiHooRang (his fanclub :3 )
I haven't watch the video by the time I posted this.
I HATE SLOW CONNECTIONS !_!

This is the original Korean version of the letter:



처음엔 연기를 하겠다고 마음먹고 무작정 혼자 상경하고 싶었던 마음이 강했어요.   그래서인지~ 데뷔 전 여러 가지 어려움이 많았고 어린 나이도 아니라서 고민도 많이 했구요.

드라마 ‘결혼 합시다’와 ‘넌 어느 별에서 왔니’의 중복촬영에 슬럼프에 빠져 캐릭터가 잘 잡히지 않아 지적도 많이 받았고… 또 좋은 말씀해 주신 분들, 너무 고맙습니다.

아쉬움을 남긴 채 작품을 마치고 ‘완벽한 이웃’으로 또 찾아뵈었네요. 첫 작품들이 아쉬워 더 잘하려고 노력하다 보니까 오히려 여유가 없고 부담이 컸어요
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그런 와중에도 미흡하고 부족함이 많았던 저를 사랑해주시고, 위로해주시고, 걱정해주시는 시후랑 팬 여러분들 덕에 드라마 잘 끝내고 일지매로 또 찾아뵙게 되었습니다.

준비 중인 일지매 캐릭터를 위해 승마와 무술연습 열심히 하고 있고, 또 팬 여러분께 좋은 모습, 더 남성적이고 더 나아진 모습으로 찾아뵙기 위해 완벽한 이웃과는 또 다른 카리스마를 보여드릴 생각이예요.

인터뷰나 카메라 앞에서 긴장하고 떨려 말을 잇지 못할 때에도 팬들의 눈빛이 아닌 마치 친오빠처럼, 동생처럼, 애인처럼, 한 가족처럼, 바라봐 주시고 걱정어린눈빛으로 감동을 주신 분들 잊지 않을 것이고.

카페에 와주셔서(감정이 복받쳐 목이 멘 목소리로…) 저에게 용기를 주시는 그 한마디 한마디에 모두 답변을 해드리지는 못해도… 힘들고 괴로울 때 그 글 하나하나 빠짐없이 보며 눈물도 흘리고, 용기도 얻고, 감동도 받았다는 것, 잊지 말아 주셨으면 좋겠습니다.

더운 여름날 촬영장에 오셔서 응원도 해주시고 선물도 주고가신 것, 그로인해 제게 자신감을 주신 것, 촬영하느라 감사의 말씀도 제대로 못하고 대화도 잘 하지 못했던 것 이해해 주셔서… 또 많은 것을 함께 하지 못해서 미안한 마음 항상 갖고 있었다는 것, 알아주셨음 좋겠구요.

카페에서 글로만 뵙다가 직접 보니 넘 반갑습니다.

10년전… 박평호라는 이름 하나로 시작해서 시후랑이란 팬클럽 창단식이 생길 거라는 기대조차 하지 못하고 오직 앞만 보고 연기를 하겠다는 마음 하나로 달려온 것 같은데 이렇게 이 자리에 눈앞에 계시니 감동적이고 꿈만 같아요.

드라마에서만 보셨던 컨셉 잡힌 박시후가 아닌, 진실 되고 가식적이지 않는 성실한 모습, 저를 보여주고 싶었는데 어떠셨는지 모르겠네요. 저의 그러한 부족한 모습까지도 사랑해주신 팬 분들이 있기에 지금 이 자리까지 올 수 있었다고 생각하고 정말 감사드립니다.

한 순간에 반짝 빛나는 큰 별이 되기보다 비록 희미할지라도 한자리에서 언제나 같은 빛을 발하는 그런 변함없는 꾸준한 배우가 되고 싶고… 그 옆에 우리 시후랑 팬 여러분이 언제나 함께 해주실거라 믿어요.

오늘 하루 저 부담 없이 즐거웠구요. 또 팬 여러분들도 저를 연예인이 아닌 친구로 봐주셨길 바랍니다. 오늘 정말 행복했습니다.

오늘 느낀 이 따뜻한 마음…
여러분과 함께 앞으로 평생 느꼈으면 좋겠네요.
여러분, 정말로 감사드리고…

그리고 사랑합니다!!”


Specially for you who have no idea what those hangul characters means:
(English translation by parksihoo4u.com )


When I first decided to be an actor, I was determined to go to Seoul on my own, at whatever cost.  Perhaps because of this, I encountered a lot of difficulties when I first started out.  Also because I was not young, so I had a lot of troubles.

Because of the overlap in shooting of “Let’s get married” and ” Which planet did you come from”, I fell into a slump.  I could not handle both roles simultaneously and received a lot of reproaches … At the same time, I felt very grateful to those who offered me advice.

Leaving behind these works with some regret, I took on “How to meet a perfect neighbor”.  Since my first work was rather disappointing, this time I particularly wanted to perform well.  But the harder I tried, the less I accomplished, and the burden was very great.

All along the way all of you SiHooRang fans bore with my many inadequacies and defects, gave me love and consolation, and also worried about me.  Thanks to you all, the drama could be satisfactorily completed.  And after this, I’ll see you all in “Iljimie”.

In order to prepare for my role in “Iljimie”, I am working hard on horse-riding and martial arts so I can look better and appear more manly, more charismatic.

When I’m being interviewed or facing the camera, so nervous that I could not speak, the way you look at me — not like fans but rather like my own older brother, younger brother, lover, family.  Also the way some people look at me like they’re worrying about a child moves me very much, which I will never forget.

When you come to the fan site [at this point PSH gets emotional and chokes] your every word, every sentence gives me courage.  Although I cannot reply to you all … when I’m tired and lonely, I read these words, every one of them, and I shed tears, I gain courage, I am very moved, I won’t ever forget.

When you come to the shooting set in the hot summer to support me and give me presents, it boost my confidence … Because I am busy shooting, I cannot express properly my gratitude or talk to you, but you understand … Also there are many things we cannot do together, for which I feel very sorry.  All these, hope you can understand.

In the fan site I can only see your words.  Now I can see you in person and I am very happy.
10 years ago, starting with the name Park Pyung Ho, I never thought, never expected that SiHooRang would be established.  I just forged ahead, concentrating on acting, racing forward.  Now I’m standing here, and you are right before my eyes.  I am so moved; it’s like a dream.

I want you to see not the Park Si Hoo in dramas but my real self, nothing false, completely honest.  But I don’t know how you see me.  To me who is so inadequate you still give so much love.  Because of you, I can now stand here – I’m really grateful.

Rather than be a star that flashes light for a moment, I’d rather be an actor who can emit the same brilliance, however faint, all the time, constant, persistent, tireless … I believe SiHooRang fans in front of me here will stay with me all the time.

Today all day I feel no burden; I am very happy.  And I hope you won’t treat me as an artist but as a friend.  Today I really feel very blessed.
Today my heart feels so warm …
Hope I can feel I’m with you all the rest of my life.
Really very grateful to you all …
And, I love you!!


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Hope I can write something this touching
at the time I'm having my own fan-meeting ( :P)
PSH I love you too <3



~Hime carol