.The Dancing Stone.

"Merry Christmas"

2011-12-27T00:36:00.001+07:00

Greetings!~
Um well I guess
I should eh
wishing you all a glittering Christmas.

I'm making some christmas cards
oh I gave it to my friends already.
They were so happy x3
Possibly I'll continue making greeting cards
for special season.
Possibly.

Christmas is really awesome!
Bought this Kodak easyshare mini
with special price :3

They looks as white as paint when I bought it
but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
just realised that it's SILVERy-white; NOT PURE WHITE.
Now I ~~regret~~ (live no regret, man!~)

mini that comes with such BIG features.
Ha. Live no regret, this mini cam is so powerful.
I can do blur (not as good as DSLR)
Um what is it called? That blur at the back- backblur?

Meet my doggie, Kim Mash~

Name: Kim Mash
Nickname: Mash, Mashky, Kimash
Birthday:... never take record.

Nyaa Mash is so damn cute >.<
He is my favorite among the three
(I have 3 dogs! It's Mash, Enerl and Cleo)

Mash' iris so so warm~
Wish I could take it
and place it on my eyes xD

I'm having a milky day!

Mash is very shy.

So impressing that I don't have any christmas wish.
I'm thanking Jesus for his blessing
I ate my handmade tofu soup at christmas day!
Isn't that a beautiful blessing?

~Hime Carol

PSH Personal Touch (?)

2011-12-10T20:54:00.001+07:00

We all know that Park Si Hoo
is always as charming as heaven xD

Found this video on parksihoo4u.com (as usual)

Um someone on Youtube made this video
and here I am to enjoy it.
Thankyou MultiKimjisun @youtube ~

These are all PSH natural moment,
may not look as handsome as PSH on photoshoot/drama
but I prefer to see this
rather than the 'false' PSH xD

Whatever
he is so fuckin handsome !!~
YEAH PARK SI HOO ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Hime Carol

PSH at Korea fanmeeting 2007 - letter reading

2011-12-10T20:20:00.001+07:00

As you can see, Park Si Hoo
at his very first fan meeting in Korea
2007.
This is him when reading a letter
dedicated to SiHooRang (his fanclub :3 )
I haven't watch the video by the time I posted this.
I HATE SLOW CONNECTIONS !_!

This is the original Korean version of the letter:

처음엔 연기를 하겠다고 마음먹고 무작정 혼자 상경하고 싶었던 마음이 강했어요. 그래서인지~ 데뷔 전 여러 가지 어려움이 많았고 어린 나이도 아니라서 고민도 많이 했구요.

드라마 ‘결혼 합시다’와 ‘넌 어느 별에서 왔니’의 중복촬영에 슬럼프에 빠져 캐릭터가 잘 잡히지 않아 지적도 많이 받았고… 또 좋은 말씀해 주신 분들, 너무 고맙습니다.

아쉬움을 남긴 채 작품을 마치고 ‘완벽한 이웃’으로 또 찾아뵈었네요. 첫 작품들이 아쉬워 더 잘하려고 노력하다 보니까 오히려 여유가 없고 부담이 컸어요
.
그런 와중에도 미흡하고 부족함이 많았던 저를 사랑해주시고, 위로해주시고, 걱정해주시는 시후랑 팬 여러분들 덕에 드라마 잘 끝내고 일지매로 또 찾아뵙게 되었습니다.

준비 중인 일지매 캐릭터를 위해 승마와 무술연습 열심히 하고 있고, 또 팬 여러분께 좋은 모습, 더 남성적이고 더 나아진 모습으로 찾아뵙기 위해 완벽한 이웃과는 또 다른 카리스마를 보여드릴 생각이예요.

인터뷰나 카메라 앞에서 긴장하고 떨려 말을 잇지 못할 때에도 팬들의 눈빛이 아닌 마치 친오빠처럼, 동생처럼, 애인처럼, 한 가족처럼, 바라봐 주시고 걱정어린눈빛으로 감동을 주신 분들 잊지 않을 것이고.

카페에 와주셔서(감정이 복받쳐 목이 멘 목소리로…) 저에게 용기를 주시는 그 한마디 한마디에 모두 답변을 해드리지는 못해도… 힘들고 괴로울 때 그 글 하나하나 빠짐없이 보며 눈물도 흘리고, 용기도 얻고, 감동도 받았다는 것, 잊지 말아 주셨으면 좋겠습니다.

더운 여름날 촬영장에 오셔서 응원도 해주시고 선물도 주고가신 것, 그로인해 제게 자신감을 주신 것, 촬영하느라 감사의 말씀도 제대로 못하고 대화도 잘 하지 못했던 것 이해해 주셔서… 또 많은 것을 함께 하지 못해서 미안한 마음 항상 갖고 있었다는 것, 알아주셨음 좋겠구요.

카페에서 글로만 뵙다가 직접 보니 넘 반갑습니다.

10년전… 박평호라는 이름 하나로 시작해서 시후랑이란 팬클럽 창단식이 생길 거라는 기대조차 하지 못하고 오직 앞만 보고 연기를 하겠다는 마음 하나로 달려온 것 같은데 이렇게 이 자리에 눈앞에 계시니 감동적이고 꿈만 같아요.

드라마에서만 보셨던 컨셉 잡힌 박시후가 아닌, 진실 되고 가식적이지 않는 성실한 모습, 저를 보여주고 싶었는데 어떠셨는지 모르겠네요. 저의 그러한 부족한 모습까지도 사랑해주신 팬 분들이 있기에 지금 이 자리까지 올 수 있었다고 생각하고 정말 감사드립니다.

한 순간에 반짝 빛나는 큰 별이 되기보다 비록 희미할지라도 한자리에서 언제나 같은 빛을 발하는 그런 변함없는 꾸준한 배우가 되고 싶고… 그 옆에 우리 시후랑 팬 여러분이 언제나 함께 해주실거라 믿어요.

오늘 하루 저 부담 없이 즐거웠구요. 또 팬 여러분들도 저를 연예인이 아닌 친구로 봐주셨길 바랍니다. 오늘 정말 행복했습니다.

오늘 느낀 이 따뜻한 마음…
여러분과 함께 앞으로 평생 느꼈으면 좋겠네요.
여러분, 정말로 감사드리고…

그리고 사랑합니다!!”

Specially for you who have no idea what those hangul characters means:
(English translation by parksihoo4u.com )

When I first decided to be an actor, I was determined to go to Seoul on my own, at whatever cost. Perhaps because of this, I encountered a lot of difficulties when I first started out. Also because I was not young, so I had a lot of troubles.

Because of the overlap in shooting of “Let’s get married” and ” Which planet did you come from”, I fell into a slump. I could not handle both roles simultaneously and received a lot of reproaches … At the same time, I felt very grateful to those who offered me advice.

Leaving behind these works with some regret, I took on “How to meet a perfect neighbor”. Since my first work was rather disappointing, this time I particularly wanted to perform well. But the harder I tried, the less I accomplished, and the burden was very great.

All along the way all of you SiHooRang fans bore with my many inadequacies and defects, gave me love and consolation, and also worried about me. Thanks to you all, the drama could be satisfactorily completed. And after this, I’ll see you all in “Iljimie”.

In order to prepare for my role in “Iljimie”, I am working hard on horse-riding and martial arts so I can look better and appear more manly, more charismatic.

When I’m being interviewed or facing the camera, so nervous that I could not speak, the way you look at me — not like fans but rather like my own older brother, younger brother, lover, family. Also the way some people look at me like they’re worrying about a child moves me very much, which I will never forget.

When you come to the fan site [at this point PSH gets emotional and chokes] your every word, every sentence gives me courage. Although I cannot reply to you all … when I’m tired and lonely, I read these words, every one of them, and I shed tears, I gain courage, I am very moved, I won’t ever forget.

When you come to the shooting set in the hot summer to support me and give me presents, it boost my confidence … Because I am busy shooting, I cannot express properly my gratitude or talk to you, but you understand … Also there are many things we cannot do together, for which I feel very sorry. All these, hope you can understand.

In the fan site I can only see your words. Now I can see you in person and I am very happy.
10 years ago, starting with the name Park Pyung Ho, I never thought, never expected that SiHooRang would be established. I just forged ahead, concentrating on acting, racing forward. Now I’m standing here, and you are right before my eyes. I am so moved; it’s like a dream.

I want you to see not the Park Si Hoo in dramas but my real self, nothing false, completely honest. But I don’t know how you see me. To me who is so inadequate you still give so much love. Because of you, I can now stand here – I’m really grateful.

Rather than be a star that flashes light for a moment, I’d rather be an actor who can emit the same brilliance, however faint, all the time, constant, persistent, tireless … I believe SiHooRang fans in front of me here will stay with me all the time.

Today all day I feel no burden; I am very happy. And I hope you won’t treat me as an artist but as a friend. Today I really feel very blessed.
Today my heart feels so warm …
Hope I can feel I’m with you all the rest of my life.
Really very grateful to you all …
And, I love you!!

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Hope I can write something this touching
at the time I'm having my own fan-meeting ( :P)
PSH I love you too <3

~Hime carol

MorphThing thingy^^

2011-12-05T16:07:00.001+07:00

3 posts a day!
I starve of internet...
Mommy daddy please buy me new modem >.<

I've morph my face with gackt,
so now I try it with
Park Si Ho (again? yes, I'm flying to his fanbase.)

and....
ta-daaaaahh~!

Aww.
I didn't expect the baby to look like this (I'm expecting more "chinese look" baby)
But seriously our baby would be like this?
Si Hoo oppa, let's marry! xD

This is the baby boy

Baby girl

PREEETTYYYYY~!!!!

and here is the grown-up version.
(okay my connection is getting really slow)

OH MY GEE
looks like Park Si Hoo's twin brother -_-
but he's getting prettier here, isn't it?
but why his eyes doesn't change???
I have double eyelid :O

~Hime carol

Park Si Hoo on Section TV

2011-12-05T13:19:00.000+07:00

This is Park Si Hoo on a program called "Rising Star".

He is having a really charming interview >_<

I've watched this about 5 times

and never get bored ^^

English translations: (from parksihoo4u.com)

R – Reporter            P – PSH            KNJ - Kim Nam Joo(his acting mate in Queen of reversals)

P: Hello, everyone on Section TV! This is Park Si Hoo. I’m currently playing Goo Yong Shik in “Queen of Reversals” - “Wanna seduce male”. Very happy to see you.

COMMENTARY
“Wanna seduce male” = man women want to seduce.
PSH in “Queen of Reversals” (QOR) is the type of charismatic male that women want to seduce. He’s also the Black Knight who silently protects Kim Nam Joo and has gained a lot of praise.
Strong physique, possessing male beauty, arouses attention with his solid acting.
2008   “Family Honor” (FH) – Bad guy turned good Lee Kang Suk
2010   “Prosecutor Princess” (PP) - Man who gives women “Defense Lawyer Seo Syndrome”
His charisma transcends Korea and has spread to other parts of Asia. In Japan and China, he is a Hallyu star and his popularity is on the rise.

R: To see PSH who has become the hottest star lately I have come to the beauty parlor where PSH is having a massage.
PSH’s eyes are covered, so I mustn’t waste this opportunity. Secretly touch and touch. Oh, what a figure ….     [Oops! Discovered by PSH who removes the eye-cover.]

P: That was very comfortable, but you gave me a fright!
R: Recently you always show your best image. So we’ve come to invite busy PSH to go for a ride [and an interview.] Oh, you’re sweating!
P: Ha!Ha!Ha!

They go for a ride in the limo.

R: Rising star special treatment — we’ve commandeered the best limo to invite PSH for a ride. Please …
P: Wow!

On the way to QOR shooting set.

R: PSH, how does it feel to be sitting in a limo?
P: It’s very roomy, very comfortable. I feel like lying down romantically.
R: Aren’t you particularly happy because I’m by your side?
P: If you’re my girlfriend …      [Both laugh]
R: Let’s begin with a brief introduction.
Your real name is Park Pyung Ho?
P: Yes, the pronunciation is a little difficult, which is why I use Park Si Hoo.
R: You started in 2005. Seems a little late.
P: When I first started, I thought I could succeed easily. Ha!Ha!Ha! Seems it took me 10 years. Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: Now in QOR you’re displaying a specially good side to the public. In PP the new term “Seo Defense Sickness” (Defense Lawyer Seo Syndrome) was created.

[Kissing scene in PP shown]

P: Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: And this time the term “Wanna seduce male” is coined. In QOR Goo Yong Shik who has an unrequited crush on Kim Nam Joo (KNJ) confesses his feelings forcefully.

[Scene from QOR shown]

R: You yourself also think you’re a “Wanna seduce male” (man women want to seduce)?
P: A little. Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: Let’s tell the truth — is acting with senior KNJ hard?
P: Of course! It was very hard at the beginning, but it’s a useful learning experience for juniors acting with her.
R: Be honest – have you ever liked an older woman?
P: Yes, in the past – when I was little.
R: You like girls a little older than you?
P: I’m very good to noona [ED: what Korean men call women older than they.] Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: What about to those younger?
P: I’m also good to those younger, good to all girls.
R: How about someone younger than you by 8 years?
P: That sounds very good.
R: I’m younger by 10 years. Wonderful!
What to do? I’m blushing!

R: Let’s talk a little about this. I’m very curious. Do you have a girlfriend?
P: Not yet.
R: No?
P: No. I’ve been single for a long time.
R: How long?
P: 4 – 5 years.
R: Really?
P: Yes.
R: When was the last time you kissed?
P: How about now?   [Makes as if to embrace R -- results in screaming.]
R: First time my face is burning.
P: Ha!Ha!Ha!

R: Let us type PSH on the web and see what we’ll get.
First one is “20-something PSH”. Let’s see. A scene from “Let’s get married” 4 years ago.
P: That time I played a younger man. Sang Mi noona (actress Chu Sang Mi) took care of me.
Gosh! What is this?    [PSH underwear ad - 10 years ago.]
R: PSH had a shock – seeing his old underwear ad.
P: This is quite a coincidence. Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: Actors with good figures mostly started off as underwear models.
P: Yes.
R: At that time you felt very proud?
P: Not everyone can be an underwear model. Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: Yes, only someone like our PSH.
Your father was also in the entertainment industry?
P: Yes, my father was a CF model in the 60s and 70s and he was also in movies for a while. [Old photos of Mr. Park Sr. as a model shown.] At first he was against my going into showbiz. And now after a drama ends, he’d send me an e-mail or something.
R: So he’s now solidly behind you.
P: Yes.
R: [returning to her web search]   The next keyword is “PSH in shower” … ooh …aah …
Because PSH has such a good figure, in every drama he has to take a shower.   [Shower scenes and other topless photos shown]
How do you keep fit?
P: By working out in the gym. I’ve been a trainer. Worked out in the daytime and be an artist at night. That’s how I started out … and now I’m here.
R: Oh, we’ve come to the QOR set. I hear you’re shooting something special today.
P: It’s going to be a little embarrassing today.
R: Why?
P: Today we’re shooting the dance scene in the karaoke.

R: We’re here at the QOR set and they’re getting the props ready. Here’s KNJ for whom PSH has this unrequited love. And here is Jung Joon Ho – he seems a little sleepy.
PSH is practising today’s dance sequence. Now you’re training with the girls. Can I learn too?
[PSH shows her how to do the "wave" and R says she's getting dizzy.]
P: Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: What to do? What to do?
PSH, so you’re this kind of person. You hide this side of you very deep.
P: I don’t know either.
R: They’re finally beginning to shoot PSH dancing.
He puts on his sunglasses. Really looking forward to it.
Just his back lights up the set.
Everybody is concentrating on watching the stage. Dancing begins.
[PSH's dancing delights the actors there - lots of screams and catcalls - and fires up the scene.]
That’s what PSH has prepared for a long time. [He rips his T-shirt.] Wah! Wah! Wah!
He’s definitely “Wanna seduce male” (man women want to seduce).
Only one person is not interested and that’s KNJ.
R to KNJ: What do you think about PSH’s dancing?
KNJ: He looks as if he can’t dance, but actually he’s not bad. I should have watched more intently, but I didn’t watch because I had to act [not interested.]
Jung Joon Ho: He’s very kind-hearted. His charisma is his kind nature. Seems like in him I see the old me.
R to P: You can really be a dancer/singer. Really good!
P:  I trained very hard for one month.
R:  One month?
P: Yes, that’s the dance I learnt for the fan meeting.
R: So that dance was prepared for the fan meeting. After watching, Japanese fans say they like PSH even more.
R: What is your attraction to Japanese fans?
P: The way I dance? Ha!Ha!Ha!

R: PSH comes out to meet fans who have been waiting outside.
R to one young fan: How old are you?
Fan: I’m in Junior High 3.
R: Junior High? Anything you want to say to PSH?
Fan: I want to marry [him].
[PSH covers his face.]
R to fan: You want to hug obba?
[Some older fans are nudging one another.]
[PSH hugs the girl.]
R: Where are we going to take a very hungry PSH?
Heard you like snacks, so we chose this place. How is it, good?
P: Yes, it’s very tasty.
[He offers a brochette to R and then puts it in his own mouth.]
P: Ah, kidding with you! Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: Now is the time for direct communication with fans.

Questions received through Section Club:
1. If there’s a “Wanna Seduce Female” in front of you, what would you do?
P: Give me your number. Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: You’re really forward. Do you have this kind of experience?
P: Yes, my ex-girlfriend. I don’t accept other people easily. What kind of courage led me to do that? Ha!Ha!Ha! It would be wonderful to have another memory like that.

R: Next question -
2. First time you earned money as an artist, what did you do?
P: I think I bought my mother some underwear [lingerie].
R: You’ve really grown up.
P: Yes, I got her red lace. Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: What did your mother say?
P: You’re an underwear model, so you bought underwear. Ha!Ha!Ha!
R: Your mother really has a sense of humor.
P: Because it’s the first time, she’s really moved.
R: Which person does the PSH of now want to thank most?
P: Whom I want to thank most? My fans who are like family to me. Even during such a cold winter they still came to set and waited till 10 p.m., also brought me a lot of goodies to eat. When I’m shooting please don’t stand around; go somewhere warm to take a break. Yes, rest a little and come again. When we’re finished (with the interview.)  Ha!Ha!Ha!
R:   PSH always has his fans at heart. Kind-hearted PSH – Rising Star of today’s Section TV.

~Hime Carol

see? I'm spamming my own blog with Park Si Hoo.
believe me it's so much fun ^^

Love Drunk: Park Si Hoo

2011-12-05T11:31:00.001+07:00

I'm flying to Korea.
PSH would you catch me~?

What a rendezvous.
I first met him couple months ago,
right at my school holiday.
It was a verrrrrrryyy hot day. Believe me you sub-tropican, you won't resist it.
And there he is, arguing with Ma Hye Ri about hotel room (O_O)
LOL what a wonderful moment..
I'm his fans since his role as holy Seo In Woo in Prosecutor Princess.
Feel very nostalgic when I remember his first appearance
on my TV screen.
To be honest, I don't think he's that charming
at that time.
He looks so ordinary
ah, Chinese-mafia stereotype.

But look, LOOK at him.
His eyes,
his sweet-heartwarming smile

Don't you want to make cup of milk and sit with him for a warm talk?

This pretty handsome cool but warm guy named PARK SI HOO. (it's "Si" without "h" [not"shi"]. I'm always making mistakes when typing his name. It's more korean when you use 'shi', yes? )
His real name is Park Pyung Ho -->not really like it
he said 'pyung ho' have difficult pronounciation,
so he change it.
Later I found that he used to be an underwear model
under the name Park Pyung Ho.
Perhaps the name-changing is also due to this.
Whatever. He's still my most-wanted.

When you search him on the net,
you'll find many articles said that
he debuted in 2005.
But the fact is, his first debut was in 1998 (ohmy I was just 1.5 years young)
with The Twelve Nyang Life.
So that's why he said "I think it took me a decade to be a real star".
When I read that he was debuted in 2005
and become reallll realll star on 2011, I always think that
he is soo lucky.
Now we all know that his way isn't that bloody easy (^.^)

As for me, his key point is
his smile.
He is such a biiig smile guy.
He got double combo.
If other guys only make my hert melts,
he makes heart melt, heart beat,
and yet warming.
I feel warmth over my heart when seeing his smile.
For the world, as my world(a.k.a Jakarta) is already WARM ENOUGH,
his smile cools my world :D

Geez,
I don't need alcoholic drink to be drunk.
SiHoo-oppa is enough xD
(now I even use the word 'oppa'. But a guy like Park Si Hoo suit the oppa image best >.< calling him 'oppa'. Don't you want to do so?)

Okay, I don't like this generally
but here is his general data.

Name: Park Si Hoo

Real name: Park Pyung Ho

Birth: April 4 1978 (Aries)

Blood type: B

Height/weight: 182cm / 72kg

Family: father, mother, and one little brother (baseball player Park Wu Ho)

Hobbies: scuba-diving, snowboarding

Agency: Eyagi Entertainment

He also do Hapkido, boxing and kendo.
Twitter: @park_sihoo

Seriously his smile is so, ARRRRRRGGGHHH
by the way that's not his baby.
That photo is for um, children-adoption campaign.
Yah something like that.
Haa his smile.
He looks so young there (that's NEW, fyi)
I don't know what kind of person
Park Si Hoo is, but he always looks like a good gentlemen.
Someone who is cheerful at heart.
I never believe that he is 33 xD
Park Si Hoo always looks like 10years old boy
everytime he smiles.

I'm not into his body, but
for whom it may concerns:

my age x 2 + 3 = Park Si Hoo's age

Ahaha, my blog is gonna be full of his pictures spams!

FOR PARK SI HOO:
never stop smiling!
-from your fans :D (don't worry I'm not a fanatic who wish to marry you, oppa)

Fansite guide:
parksihoo4u.com (Eng)
parksihoo.tv (Eng)
cafe.daum.net/pyungholove (official korea fanclub)
parksihoo.jp (official japan fanclub)

Photo credit: parksihoo4u.com , www.enewsworld.com

~Hime Carol

How I need a drink, cherryade of course, after the silly lectures about Italian kangaroos

2011-12-03T12:40:00.001+07:00

Eh?
No, I didn't attend any lectures
about Italian kangaroos.
That's from my HOLY
IGCSE
MATHEMATICS
book :)

If you wanna memorize
the 'phi' numbers
try to memorize that Italian kangaroos~

~Hime Carol

Short Course.. (trial, for real)

2011-11-04T17:40:00.000+07:00

My very own first video xD

+so excited about this+

Hime Carol in general, revealed

2011-10-08T23:06:00.002+07:00

Caroline MP-
a.k.a. Hime Carol / Kaorin Kamui
was born in Jakarta, 8 December 1996-
kireta.kire.kire@live.com

Height       : 158 cm
Weight      : 46 kg
Eye           > -type : A bit slanted with double lid
                    -color: Very dark brown (almost black)
Eye-wear : - (none)
Skin color : Yellow Tan (Light Olive)
Hair color : > -real      : Black
                      -current: Chocolate brown
Bust          : 31"
Waist        : 25"
Shoe size : 38-39 / 5

Blood type      : O+
Chinese sign    : Rat
Zodiac            : Sagittarius
Race               : Asian
Preferred race : Asian (with pale fair asian skin)
Idol                 : -Gackt
                         -Ayumi Hamasaki
                         -Korean actresses

Ideal man type (physically) reference :

Gackt (only for his face, not the body-it's way too muscled)
Hyun Bin (when he is in Secret Garden. I don't really like his face actually)
Kanata Hongo
miku Lc5 / AnCafe
Alex Pettyfer (face only.)
Park Shihoo (his face, his body. Especially his smile. Aww~)
Ho Junyeon-an ulzzang (for his skin color. What an ideal boyfriend he is..)

I hate thick lip but I don't like the one that look like a duck lip either. You know, too girly for a man ~.~
Park Shihoo's lip is best!
I don't mind to be with a man who have more than 15 pairs of shoes. Love a man who go with style.
I never think about marriage, but I'll go around it someday. Maybe 10 or 13 years more. I would like to marry at 30, but my mom said that's too old. So I change it become 25 or more. Yeah between 25 and 30.
But for NOW, I don't even think of having a boyfriend. Really.
I have no idea why suddenly I come up with this post (+_+)

I, Hime Carol, declared that I:

Wish to marry a man at the same age, who is incredibly rich, handsome (it's not compulsory anyway. I demand a good-looking face though) -and fall for me, like a child who is in love.

~Hime Carol (wish I could put my sign here!)

From phone, with love +grin+

2011-09-13T20:29:00.000+07:00

~GOOD DAY~

FINALLY!

Now I can send my data from phone

to computer.

Ah, really need to go to service center~

My bluetooth doesn't work >.<

I found lots of old photos

and some interesting photos of mine xD

A bit show off..

Handsome~!

I got this from Rin. It's couple :3

She keeps the red one, I keeps the blue one.

Not because I'm the "male",

but I love blue.

Yay- sky is blue folks~

~Hime Carol

In the world...

2011-09-08T14:31:00.000+07:00

Hello folks :D

Just a reminder, please refer this page as

himecarol.co.cc

Don't use the blogspot address.
Thankyou~!

"Sitting at class, making the ICT summary."

~Hime Carol

I've always love visiting zoo...

2011-08-29T22:31:00.007+07:00

A couple of months ago, my school is having a fieldtrip
to Taman Safari~!
For me,
it's the best zoo in Indonesia.

The animals are set free
but of course, we have to travel with a bus or a car.
But we can take picture with these special animals...

But it's just so..
Ah I like the animals in the free area better.

ZEBRAS~!

+never mind to fix my grammar, it's awful from the beginning *bow* +

~Hime Carol

Free sample~!

2011-08-20T11:43:00.007+07:00

~GOOD DAY~

Notice who get the privilege to be the top picture?
YAP YAP YAP it's GACKT~!
AW AW I can't breath hoek hoek (?)

Just recover from the stressful days..
Really frustrating. I have to take 500g parasetamol and
i-dont-know-what-it-is-called yellow capsule.
Haha but I don't even know what caused the problem.
Meh think I'm problemless ._.

Have been really passionate about free things recently. Hehe.
Have you heard about new POND's white beauty?
It's called POND'S WHITE BEAUTY NATURALS.
Why is it naturals?
Because it contains camellia sinensis leaf extract-
instead of that lycopene and much niacinamide; the main formula for previous White Beauty.
I always use the old White Beauty before.
The "Naturals" tagline sounds pretty interesting, though :3

And.. Because this Naturals is a bit more expensive than the pink one,
I'm striving to find ways to get it
in the cheaper price (a.k.a. FREE)

After playing the game(it's MUCH MORE THAN EASY)
I can fill the form to order the free sample.
YAY~!

And finally, the package arrrives today.

I thought it will be a simple sample in sachet,
but guess what?
It comes this big!

20g..
It worth IDR 14000 x3
Thankyou Unilever me lav yu :*
If you want the sample, go to this page:

(Indonesan resident only)

Oh, myb really really close friend is going to SG
to finish her high school +sigh+
It would cost me high to text her -_-

But we're planning to go for a week homestay
before she leave :D

I always telling her that I don't want her to go
just simply because it would cost soo much to text her.
But deep in my heart,
it' not that simple.

I"m surely would miss you so much.

~Hime Carol

Hime Carol, 彼女の PC から

2011-07-10T12:26:00.009+07:00

Hello.
Start blogging again, yay finally xD
You know, when you're in front of the computer,
suddenly you lost all of your inspiration and things.
Yeah I open Facebook to say happy bday to my friend..

after the Mozilla start,
I have no idea why I open the lovely Mozilla Firefox.

Um by the way, most people are currently using the new browser
Google Chrome.
Well my friends said it's much faster and easier
but I found it difficult
to fit into Google Chrome settings.
Yeah I'm such an old fashioned xD

Blogging isn't really my thing.
Beside of the suddenly-forget-what-to-do thing,
if we speak about "BLOG" ,
there are only 2 out of 20 people
understand what's BLOG.
Facebook and Twitter is much more appreciated than a blog,
I guess.

It's Horikoshi Gakuen! Ayumi Hamasaki's high school.

To be honest, when I made blog
for the first time,
I expected many readers and such.
Thought it will be easy as long as we keep on writing,
writing,
writing.
Posting posting, and
keep posting.

But heeyy~
keep your blog updated isn't an easy thing xD
So forget about the fame you could get
from blogging.
Famous blogger?
Probably their life are dedicated to blogger ;)

Not meant to be so pessimist,
but here is why you should have a blog:
The reflection of YOU.
We can imagine that we're a super pop idol
who own a verry verry
popular
personal
blog.

Aw the sun is shining in such an extreme way,
so I guess I'll just
sit down calmly
and sleep.

Everyday is a cute day, eh?

~Hime Carol

GACKT Twitter~!

2011-03-23T13:43:00.005+07:00

The tsunami in Japan bring some good effects, I think.
Guess what?

OUR HOLY GACKT-SAN NOW HAVE TWITTER ACCOUNT!
I rush to twitter and immediately ~~stalk~~ follow him.

GACKT @ twitter

And recently he tweets in Chinese...

LOL I hate to see those Chinese characters.

Even when it's tweeted by GACKT.

Hmm so don't forget to follow him.
It's COMPULSORY.

~Hime Carol

P.S.: I've made the list for Indonesian DEARS. Please follow the list, if you think you're a Dears! (Just made for the sake of make laziness. It's hard to find all my Dears friends quickly, so I list them together to make it easier to find and mention them. So if you are the administrator of GDI, and you feel you need to manage the list, let me know.)
GACKT DEARS Indonesia listing @twitter

Im the house owner~

2011-03-12T13:15:00.004+07:00

Japan oh Japan.
But I think Japan won't down for a long time.
They'll soon get up, and become the superior country again, hehe.

So my dad get this new modem.
It's faster than mine, and I try it all night.
And suddenly the time shows 5AM.
LOL I dont sleep xD

Oh oh, my mom is away for 2 days.
She will come back on Monday or Sunday
and my dad will be home very latee tonight.
SO for the whole day, the house is mineeeee~~~~

I wonder why my friends said I look better with the long hair.
I love this short hair.
Looks cute.
One person which I met on my way back home even thought that I was a primary student.

Hooray~

This one looks seductive. Aw. And I looks very handsomeee~
But I like this,
and this one is my current Facebook profile picture.

~Hime Carol

I think I have more thain 1 brain.

2011-03-12T00:38:00.005+07:00

Aah. I'm surely missing someone.
I'm sure. I can feel that.
But whos the one?
Nah.
Im not sure about that one.

Today I arrived at school a bit late, just wishing to meet him.
But he wasnt there.
LOL. What a fool.
Im wishing for someone who-Im-not-even-sure-if-he-knows-my-name.
But at least I dont stand there and just waiting for him.
Thats just TOO LOL~

And after the exam finished, I rushed to library
for no reasons.
There's a reason actually, but I just dont want to accept it.
Im looking for him.

But then I met sugyong and we went to the library together~
She is looking for SK, probably.

And now I start to play with my name.

"How would it be like to have my name changed into Carol Chung?"
"Daeun Chung and Carol Chung? Sounds good."

AAAAAAAA LOOOOOLL~!!
(eh, I just realized that his name sounds like a girl name. Oh no, thats really a girl name... Daeun? How feminine.)

Haha I gotta accept the fact; I still like him.

~Hime Carol

footnote:
the anime boy, Jaecheol,(doesnt mean he is an anime fanatic; he just looks like those anime characters.) wore blazer today~! Whoaa. And I saw him walking across the basketball court, with the wind effect, a bit sunshie, and the way he untied his tie while walking... HE IS JUST AWESOME! I cant order my eyes to stop looking at him. Fortunately he didnt realized I was looking at him HEAVILY. Hahah what a fangirlll~ If he has a fanclub, I'll join immediately.

Morph!

2011-02-27T13:36:00.004+07:00

Playing with MorphThing(for the first time.)
But unfortunately Gackt's picture isn't there..
So i gotta upload one.
And I choose this one.

Very beautiful >.<

I morph it with my picture
Rather difficult because
(I just realized that)
I never took picture straight-front-facing.
Doh.

Found one old picture(it's from 1 or 2 years ago)
..I just can't show it.
It's baaad~

But atleast the morph picture is goood :3

Baby of Gackt and Hime Carol:

Gackt and Hime Carol~mixed~ :

Aaa gonna mix some more~!
- Morphthing^^ -

~Hime Carol

Someday I'll show this to him.

2011-02-19T01:22:00.004+07:00

Kenapa aku biasa-biasa aja ya?
Aku selalu berpikir keras
Mencari kelebihan yang bisa kubanggakan di depanmu

Kulit putih, coret
Hidung mancung, um entahlah
Badan.. ah, badanku emang bagus, tapi itu ga penting. iya kan?
Nilaiku hanya diatas rata-rata.
Haa bahkan kau tidak menyadari kehadiranku.

Aku ada, tapi tak pernah tertangkap oleh iris hitammu itu.
Aku peduli, tapi sampai sejauh mana aku bisa peduli?
Terlalu tinggi gengsi ini, haha.
Ah sudahlah aku memang pengecut. Tidak rela rasanya.
Menghindar saat kau menyadari aku ada? Maaf, aku terlalu malu.
Hanya saja aku selalu bisa tersenyum saat mengingatmu; meskipun dadaku terasa sesak. Jantungku mau copot rasanya.
Baru kali ini aku tahu kalau yang mereka tulis di teenlit-teenlit itu memang benar.
Itu kenyataan.

Aku hanya bisa melampiaskan semuanya
Pada goresan-goresan penaku
Sungguh tak berarti.

Aku berharap bisa jadi satu kebahagiaanmu
Suatu hari nanti, mungkin?
Itu... saat kau menyadari bahwa aku hidup, mengagumimu, dan terus menunggu
Hanya menunggu yang bisa; eh maksudku, mau kulakukan
Haha, aku merasa konyol
Stupid xD

~the silly girl inside me who asks for recognition, for something people called as feeling.~

Tweet tweet~

2011-02-19T01:02:00.000+07:00

Have been crazily active on twitter.
Follow me follow mee~
@himecarol

And I got some really (un)beautiful words
which is SO DAMN TRUE~!!

I never stopped loving YOU, I just stopped showing it. #DamnItsTrue
Just because I say cute things, dosen't mean I'm flirting. #DamnItsTrue
Saying maybe even though I really just want to say YES or NO. #DamnItsTrue
I bring my cellphone with me everywhere. +everywhere means EVERYWHERE.+

among the other quotes tweets, I personally like
tweets from this account
@DamnItsTrue

Oh oh I chat with Audria today
It was a long long and fuuun chat x3
we talked about him LOL
lalala

Audri is really nice. She never tell anyone that I have crush on him
hahah I promise I will buy her really big chocolate if she stay in here for next year.
I PROMISE.
and if I still have crush on him till next year, I'll buy him a chocolate also :3

Tomorrow Im going to the Asian Festival.
Wish something surprising will happen tomorrow.
TOMORROW~!

You can have my words
(believe me, I always want to say that)

~Hime Carol

SM*SH~!

2011-01-21T14:53:00.000+07:00

Halo. Today is a good day.
Hujan dari pagi, bikin udaranya jadi adem :D
Tapi hari ini saya bangun jam setengah 8, alhasil, ga masuk sekolah gara-gara takut telat. (I dont wanna come on Saturday just because I'm late -_-)

Oya kemarin temen-temen di sekolah pada ribut bilang ada boyband alay dari Indonesia
yang KATANYA sih ngejiplak Korea banget.
Dan baru hari ini kesampean liat PV tuh boyband~
Anyway, namanya SM*SH, (aih susah ngetiknya, belum biasa)
They're not alay at all.

Overall konsepnya emang sangat sangat Korea.
Tapi kayaknya ga ada yang salah sama itu.
Terus seperti biasa, kalo ada yg beda dan bagusan dikit, langsung banyak Haters-nya xD
ngakak ih saya.

Comment-comment yang ada di YouTube bener-bener ngehina mereka banget.
Minna~ Kenapa jadi kalian yg alaaay~~??
Katanya sih, plagiat(niru) PV SuperJunior yg apaa gitu.
Hmm pertamanya hime pikir emang ngejiplak.
Tapi pas hime browse lebih banyak tentang SM*SH(dan tentunya lebih banyak komen-komen aneh bin ajaib dari para alay sejati)
I found some REALLY INTERESTING FACTS.

ALMOST ALL KOREAN BOYBAND HAVE THE SAME CONCEPT, AND SIMILAR DANCE AND SONG.

SOalnya hime liat satu komen, katanya SM*SH copy SuperJunior banget.
Yg kedua bilang copy 2PM banget.
Yg ketiga bilang copy BEAST.
Dan banyak lagi yg lain bilang mirip ini itu ini itu.
Berarti Superjunior, 2PM, sama BEAST saling mem-plagiat dong? xD
Intinya emang konsep boyband itu yg bikin lagu dan dance yg semacam itu.
Huahaha hime berasa jenius deh xD +mulai narsis+

PV-nya emang agak ngebosenin, mungkin karna belum terkenal-terkenal amat, jadi ga pake staf profesional gitu.
Lagian kan ini yg pertamaaaa~
Ayumi Hamasaki aja lagu pertamanya ga enak didengerin :P

Well, ladies and gentleman, make some noise for SM*SH~!!

THIS IS MY BLOG!

2010-12-27T20:34:00.000+07:00

Well, it's MY blog after all.

My friend ask did I use lenses there.
And the answer is no :D (hoho I'm proud of my eyes)

Now I'll play with my webcam.
Have fun, Hime Carol~

The mirror is reflecting the laptop's screen xD

Those frizz.. Ugh >_<

The angle is not right. My face looks too flat >.<

I'm so sleepy I wonder whyyyy~
Good night~

~I was born to be loved, and so you, you gotta believe in that~

~Hime Carol

Ulzzang Shidae (season1 ep1) SUBBED

2010-12-27T17:43:00.000+07:00

Really want to post it here, so I won't lost the links...

--I'm pretty lazy to write some review here. Yah, just watch and you can review it for yourself--

ULLZANG SHIDAE S1 episode1 ENGLISH SUBBED
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5

all credits goes to: miu
stay tuned for the episode2.

Ulzzang shidae

2010-12-27T15:17:00.000+07:00

Yeah it's ulzzang fever(again) x3
I found the show's name while searching for Ho Jun Yeon

He is cute; you can see it in a glance;
but he has a unique-cute-baby-doll-face
and it's just make me want more of his pictures xD
honestly I took a long time to decide
which pictures I want to upload here.
Haha.
Just browse more of his pictures, if you don't believe he is a real cutie~

Ah I supposed to share about the "ulzzang shidae",
not Junyeon xD

I think I'll post the episodes soon.

~Hime Carol

Time for the puppet show~!

2010-12-26T19:32:00.000+07:00

Ladies and gentlemen, I would like to introduce you...

~CAMEO~

Cameo is a gift from a family game I joined xD
I love him somehow.

Hime Carol loves Cameo~

~Hime Carol

How I feel about those comments...

2010-12-26T19:05:00.000+07:00

I received much questions on my facebook, such as:
-Why you use the photoshop for brightening your pictures?
-Why you have so much pixel noise in the picture?
-I bet you use photoshop much (okay this is not a question.)
-You are nothing without photoshop and makeup

Honestly, it's just because the picture is way too dark~
I use laptop(webcam) to taking pictures, and that's why I always take the photos inside my room.
I'm too shy to use a real camera and taking pictures outside +sigh+
And my room doesn't get a good lighting, so, yeah.
It's a webcam anyway. The photo result is godforsaken-poor...

But i just wanna tell you that I don's use photoshop.
It's just ACDsee brightening tool.
Yeah I did use photoshop for some pictures. I just want it to be perfect, hehe.

I wonder how did those internet ulzzang feels about those mean comments...
I'm sure they got much unreasonable mean comments.

+sigh+
You should watch out for your comments;
I mean it.

~Hime Carol

Christmas, without merry

2010-12-26T17:08:00.000+07:00

Woo-ho-ho~!!
I can't believe it's christmas.
Time sure flies too fast ~.~

MERRY CHRISTMAS :3

My christmas is not so special this year,
since grandma has passed away.
Usually the whole family go to her house to celebrate christmas.
Merry christmas, eyang :)

Can't wait for the new year event.
Bet it will be as boring as christmas, but,
at least I can buy that "dragon".

Oh oh, by the way, I'm having a photoshoot last week
and I become a bunny~
But I can't find bunny ears anywhere
I just got a bunny-ears-look-alike-hairclip
Haha.
I enjoy the makeup.
Michelle-san is surely a good makeup artist :3
Anyway, I'm planning to get a new haircut.

Geum JanDi haircut will looks cute, I guess.

~Hime Carol

Koda Kumi: similar with Ayumi Hamasaki??

2010-10-16T15:44:00.000+07:00

Googling for Koda kUmi pictures for no reason,
EDIT: okay, I found a reason, it was because Koda kUmi is in the sama label with Ayumi Hamasaki.---
and found this CD cover of Koda Kumi 39th single, anytime

Don't you think she really really lly looks like Ayumi Hamasaki there?

their smile! Very similar, nee~

~Hime Carol

Ayumi Hamasaki was...

2010-10-16T15:29:00.000+07:00

I found some past Ayumi Hamasaki's pictures,
posing in a bikini.
Was she an ambassador for bikini product or something?
I know that she has become a model since 7,
but I don't think that she is really pretty here...
(sorry ayu~! >.< )

A bit fat,
you can see it, right right right?
But hey, this one is still AYU.
No matter how fat she is, I still adore her.
And the girl up there is not ugly.
Though she wasn't beautiful(not like now), she still looks pretty.

---more Ayumi Hamasaki photos before debut---

waaa, Ayu is so cute, even with less makeup!

~Hime Carol

Ayumi Hamasaki~! New Single release-crossroad-

2010-10-16T14:14:00.000+07:00

Seriously, Im not good enough to post this with its exact meaning in English.
Seems like I won't continue writing in English again, haha
---------------------------------------------------------------

Huah, Ayumi Hamasaki udah benar-benar kayak mesin!
Baru aja release MOON/Blossom Juli kemarin,
tau-tau uda release single lagi.
Berturut-turut pula -_-
Gimana caranya dia bisa nyelesai-in lirik, instrumen, sama recordingnya 0_0
Ah, I really wanna be Ayu...

Oke, mari kita bicarakan tentang single nya~ :3

The name is "Crossroad".
To be honest, Hime(this is how I refer "I" in Indonesian. If I speak English, I'll usa "I", but when I'm speaking Indonesian, usually it comes out as "Hime") belum dengerin itu lagu,
jadi belum bisa kasih komentar >.<
Since I'm in the mood to write some "review",
haha ini dia some info

"Crossroad" release dalam 3 tipe:

Jacket A
[CD+DVD]
Price: ¥1,890

Tracklist:

CD
01. crossroad
02. SEVEN DAYS WAR
03. blossom (remix)
04. crossroad (instrumental)
05. SEVEN DAYS WAR (instrumental)

DVD
01. crossroad (PV)
02. crossroad (making of PV)
03. blossom (PV)

Jacket B
[CD]
Price: ¥1,050

Tracklist:
01. crossroad
02. SEVEN DAYS WAR
03. blossom (remix)
04. MOON (orchestra version)
05. crossroad (Instrumental)
06. SEVEN DAYS WAR (instrumental)

Jacket C
[CD]
Price: ¥1,050

Tracklist:
01. crossroad
02. SEVEN DAYS WAR
03. blossom (remix)
04. blossom (orchestra version)
05. crossroad (instrumental)
06. SEVEN DAYS WAR (instrumental)

----all released on 2010.09.22----

Basically, perbedaan antara Jacket B dan Jacket C ga terlalu kelihatan,
cuma beda 1 lagu -_-
Sama-sama ada 1 lagu yang orchestra version, bedanya
di Jacket B ada MOON, sementara di Jacket C blossom.
Kenapa gak bonus 1 track aja ya, terus jadi cuma ada Jacket A
dan Jacket B xD

Um by the way, Hime telat pas nyari full-PV nya crossroad.
Semua udah diclaim sama avex,
dan yang resmi dari avex itu engga full >:(

Fuh, tapi saya akan tetap berusaha!
(it's true that sometimes the fine gold is hiding in the muddy rock)(?)

~Hime Carol

From ICT class...

2010-10-04T12:16:00.000+07:00

I got more time to play computer recently,
so I decide to update a bit.

My name is HIme Carol and I currently sit at the ICT class
making a flyer about ICT exhibition
and it's for kids~

So it's end up with many decorations,
and, of course, full color ^.^
But I can't say it's so Hime Carol.
(?)

Okay okay, I just wanna show my flyer here.

Nah, I still have about 1hour to go
yay~
Let's play Harvest Moon~!

~Hime Carol

Friends are around, never forget that

2010-10-01T20:47:00.000+07:00

Ukh.
Today is so embarassing
guess what? I puke after running 4 laps -_-
I'm on the 3rd position(yay~!) though
but I never got this kind of reaction from my body -_-
PUKE? Perfectly embarassing.

(I think I often say "I'm blessed" recently, but, I'm really blessed.)
I'm blessed to have REALLY REALLY GOOD friends around.
CATHERINE was there to do a little massage on my neck
also with SALIA who help me to get an aromatherapy oil
and again, CATHERRINE and SALIA who get me new drinking water.
and the last, once more CATHERINE and SALIA who force me to go out from the toilet
and breath the fresh air outside.
May be there are more friends who help and was there, but all I can remember are CATHERINE and SALIA.
(that's because I keep my head on the water tap all of the time, I don't care what's going on outside xD )

I have no idea what will happen to me if they wasn't there.
Maybe I'll just curled up in toilet and never go out xD

And, for those who ask me "hey are you okay?"
that shows your care over me!
I'm really happy to hear that, even though
MAYBE you're just pretending.
MITZI, AUDRIA, HENDY, CLARISSA, IIN, INASIA

Thankyou. That's all I can say.

~Hime Carol

GACKT Bunraku QandA at TIFF

2010-09-28T16:24:00.000+07:00

I'm blessed to have such a gooood friends in GDI!
---I don't mean to steal the videos here, but I don't who is the person behind this. SO, ya, I can't give any credit---

It's the Question and Answer session of Bunraku in the Toronto International Film Festival(TIFF)

Anyway, the video is disabled to watch in embedded version. SO just directly follow the link given in the video :D

Is that my friends calling for a girls-night-out?
Wew, I gotta go.
Gonna post more later o(>V<)o

~Hime Carol

^^

2010-09-25T16:51:00.000+07:00

I was doin my MOCK TEST exam last week, and now I got to go to brain-doctor o(>.<)o
Science is the most difficult test EVER~
I finished the last page about 30seconds before time is over xDD
my English getting awful day by days,
I have no idea why (@_@)

It's September, and it's raining everywhere (-.-)
I have to wash my shoes everyday...
is it OK for shoes?
But I don't tolerate dull and dirtiness, so I gotta wash it off.
Hiyaaaahh~!

By the way, I tried to grow my nails
but it always cracking when it's 0.5cm long (TT.TT)
so I give up and decided to take my fake nails,
and put it on.
Ta-daa~

Hime Carol proudly present, her(my) new nails~!

the nails are natural-type.
It's naturally white ^.^
I use nail polish for the pink nails.
I only wear it on my left hand, though.
As you know, I'm a student and I have to write, write, and write all the time.
How can I write if I have that super-long nails? (o.o)

Hime Carol is perfectly WET.

~Hime Carol

Why I feel so tired and hopeless? ~forgetfull.~

2010-09-13T12:43:00.000+07:00

I've made an essay-like thingy to post in here,
but now I'm too lazy to co-pas it.
And now I have no idea about who am I, what I'm gonna do
and so on.

Doh, I lost in my mind forest~
and now I get to hate all those fangirls of JRocker...
I know I'm one of the fangirls, but yeah
maybe I can get well soon.
Hmm I hope so

Don't be too hopeless.

~Hime Carol (at least I remember my name, hehe)

Lot of personality quizzes lately...

2010-09-08T21:05:00.000+07:00

There's something wrong with me.
Yeah I can feel it.
I took lots of love quizzes which titled
"do you really love him?"
"are you in love?"
"does he notice your feeling?"
"what kind of love do you have?"
--Thanks God most of the result was "you're not really in love."
Phew. Now I can relaxed a bit..

After taking those quizzes, I took another type of quiz.
And it's going to be...

TA-DAA~~
A PERSONALITY QUIZ!

--please answer these questions BEFORE you read the meaning of every question. I know you can be honest to YOURSELF. ^^--

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?
Rin(my bestfriend)

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
A parakeet~

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
It perched on my finger. I take a deep look at it, and it did so.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house, how big is it?
The biggest house ever :D +EVER! Whatever they say, never change you way~+

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
yess~ but not too tall

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see a table. What’s on AND around it?
ON: Really long tablecloth with white lace everywhere, candles, bananas & oranges(I hardly stand on it. It's my own answer after all, but why banana & orange? Well, those are come out of my mind first), glasses of red wine.
AROUND:Chairs, a handsome butler(a perfect one like GACKT. LOL)

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A simple silver cup.

8. What do you do with the cup?
Take it, look carefully on it, and think "is it one from my kitchen?"

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at river, how big is it?
Not too big, but big enough for a river.
Some additional details that might be needed: it's calm, not too deep(you can see the stones inside, and very clear.

10. How will you cross the water?
I'll cross the bridge above it. (though the question didn't mention about bridge, this was the first thing that cross on my mind)

Now, get ready for the meaning... (make sure you're not cheating!)

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of the problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not drop by unannounced. +as always+

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

okay. No comment.

~Hime Carol

(not)a ballad

2010-09-04T00:47:00.000+07:00

Natural

Serasa di atas angin, aku berjalan menyusuri koridor dengan ceria
This year will become my year; our year, the senpai
Noticing the new faces around
I blame myself for not noticing you on the first day
I cant help it, I’m always nervous around new people

Become the air that you breathe
I want to look at your gentle eyes everyday
It’s not that you’re so good looking
But my heart keep pounding everytime Im thinking of you
Since my eyes chose you…

Ingin, ingin! Bersembunyi dibalik mataku, aku melirik dengan semangat
You give me spirit to live life
Our eyes never met, yet
But the feeling had come through my eyes, mouth; my throat, my heart
Even my legs can’t work well when you’re around
Will you give me an eye?
Please, stay the way you are

Tell me you haven’t found your “someone” yet
A feel like this must not die yet
I have to keep a strict control over my mouth
So it won’t spoil a word about you
I have to keep a strict control over my heart
Would you tell me why the thunder inside my heart can’t stop?
Since my heart chose you, only you…

My eyes chose you
The heart can’t make another choice
Kenyataannya aku mulai menikmati ini, ah
I got to keep a strict control over myself!

~Hime Carol

P.S.: actually I tried to make a full-indonesian lyrics. But somehow I can't, and those english words come to my mind over and over.
Though it's not a song(since it doesn't have any melody)
I prefer to call it a "lyrics" rather than "poem".

My heartbeat increased rapidly...

2010-09-03T21:37:00.000+07:00

So here I am, to update the blog.
Finally it's friday, and thanks my parents are not home.
SO I can watch GACKT's sexy CM and videos xD
though they're not porn videos, my parent always consider it as a porn.
If only I can transfer what's in my mind to them... (-.-)

My eyes are just attracted to one creature in school.
Oh my he's so good looking.
seems like there are lot of students from higher grade
talking about him everyday~!

That I'm too good to keep my feelings for myself,
so others can't see what's inside my heart.

But I want him to know.
Only him...

~Hime Carol

P.S.: I feel complicated, or, argh. I can't find any word to describe my feeling right now. I think I had a crush. Jeez.

Boys Over Flowers History~

2010-08-29T01:12:00.000+07:00

While waiting for my downloads, I scroll over to find videos
and this is what I found:

LOL that's the BBF behind the scene
I haven't watch it in full,
so I decided to put it here.
Im not Korean lover, but hey
I dont hate it!
Enjoy!

~Hime Carol

If only I can remove anger from this world...

2010-08-28T21:21:00.000+07:00

There are LOT of things I wanna share
and I don't know where to start >.<
Okay, my english is getting awful and more awful day by day!
I can't start a single essay,
and stuck in the opening.
ARGH. "What's wrong with me?"
--this one got nothing to do with the tile. See? I can't even decide a title that would fit this post.--

Anyway, I think(and yes, it's true) my friend got mad at me.
Though it wasn't my fault,
I can't tell her that.
No. She will absolutely angry at me....

"It is an usual Friday morning.
Yes, Im late, again. I look at my watch. It's 8.05 am. Im late, I can ensure that before I reach the section gate(my school is divided my many gates. First is the main gate, and then divided into section gates. It divided kindergarten, primary, secondary and the high school.)
So I walk calmly. I don't have to run. It's useless. Im already late.
And after a great walk(LOL you shouldn't do this.) I reach the secondary gate. A big man is standing right there, and told me to run and hurry.
I go to the 2nd floor, to my classroom.
"Carol!"
someone call me. Yea it's SHE.
"Hello Carol. Let's go to the meditation room together," SHE said.
and I replied,"eh? So today is the schedule for meditation? Well, okay, I'll put my bag first." and SHE said,"okay."
So I go to the locker room and put my bag there. I run down, and I see SHE waiting for me. "Okay let's go," I say it with a nice smile.
In our way reach the meditation room, I remember something. My cellphone.
I got to silent it or else the teacher will take it from me. Can you imagine a ringing phone when a meditation session is going on?
So I stop for a moment and silent it first.
When we got there, there are lot of people late too. And we, me and SHE follow the meditation safely.
But the teacher noticed us and send us to the, um, something room, to get MINUS POINT BECAUSE OF OUR LATENESS.
I know Im late and I have no rights to reject the minus. SO I just take it.
SHE gone mad and grumbling to the teacher."

And... One of my friend come and told me that SHE is now angry with me.
---death for a moment---
No, my friend didn't tell lie.
Yesterday I go with other friend
and met SHE. My friend and SHE talk for a moment, but strangely
SHE didn't talk to me.
Not even a "hello".
And I saw SHE giving sign to my friend, and pointing at me(not really 'pointing' but just some sign which I understand CLEARLY.)
Now all what I want to do is just shouting at her and train her dumb brain.
THATS NOT MY FAULT YOU STUPID! WHY DO YOU ANGRY AT ME? BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE TO RUN TO THE MEDITATION ROOM. ACTUALLY I DONT WANT TO RUN. BECAUSE I KNOW IM ALREADY LATE.
BUT I DONT WANT YOU TO BE LATE. THATS WHY I RUN.
I ALREADY LATE WHEN I REACH THE SCHOOL, YOU BRAINLESS. DONT YOU HAVE ANY WATCH OR CLOCK?
YOU ARE LATE TO THE MEDITATION NOT BECAUSE OF IM TOO SLOW, OR BECAUSE I DO SILENT-ING MY PHONE FIRST.
WE; YOU AND I, ARE LATE, TERRIBLY LATE; JUST WHEN YOU TALK TO ME IN FRONT OF THE ART CLASS. IN THAT TIME WE ALREADY LATE.
EVEN IF YOU USE A SUPERJET OR ROCKET SHOES TO REACH THE MEDITATION ROOM, YOU'RE LATE. LATE. LATE.
YOU ARE LATE ENOUGH, JUST WHEN YOU TALK TO ME.
UNDERSTAND, SHE?

I dont know whats wrong with Rin
is she in a bad mood? Or what?
But yesterday she treats me like strangers.
Dont tell me you're angry because SHE is angry with me -___________-
+if thats true, Im the one who will angry at Rin+

~Hime Carol
P.S.: as I strive to make every post cute and adorable, I think this would be the evil side of my blog. I believe every person have evil and angel side, and so my blog (^_^)

Gimme choco, baby ♥

2010-08-22T17:45:00.000+07:00

The Independence day was great~
Even though I have to stand in the field for hour
for the flag ceremony. But it was soo strange.
I didn't feel hot, and I wasn't that sweaty
and Im sure the sunlight does make my skin darker, LOL

I didn't learn English lately
the teacher is suddenly resign and moved to another school.
Im gonna miss him~ he is such a good and wise teacher :D

Rin, my bestest friend, went to Singapore 2 weeks ago
actually I ask a keychain
or something related with anime for souvenir stuff,
but she was too stingy and bought me a candy.
Yeah, a CANDY.

It's Choco Baby!
I havent eat it until now xD

...........
somehow I realize that my english is getting awful
and messy.
AW.

~Hime Carol

GACKT was...

2010-08-07T23:56:00.000+07:00

2 posts in a day!
it's almost 1am though (which means it's a NEW day, not Saturday anymore)
but since Im not going from my computer, so I count it as the same day :D
confuse with my words?
well, never mind. Im not good at english, haha

A competition between GACKT and Tomoe something- I forgot.
It's old, but this GACKT is MY GACKT.
GACKT in my dreams is always like this.
The hair, the body(ya, especially the body)
is just like this.
I know he is aging, LOL

any idea what are they talking about? PLease tell me. I dont speak japanese~

Hope you enjoy the videos ♥

~Hime Carol

Somehow I don't... regret it.

2010-08-07T18:18:00.000+07:00

It's Saturday and I'm updating my blog -->nonsense words, even for me
I met with some friends from my previous school, and it was great!
They dont look exactly same as they was,
but they don't change much^^
Before I thought about "what will we do together? what we will talk about? do we have any fun topic?"
yaa, I'm worried if we will end up hanging out together in silence,
We dont meet for such a looooonngg time~
but we met,
asking common question like "how are you doing?"
and the topics just come out in instant, hehee
ILYSM guys :)

oh yes, I almost forgot
I got to write something related with the title~

Have you ever experience a terrible feeling after losing something? (NOTE: it's really SOMETHING, NOT SOMEONE)
I lost my lovely USB 2 days ago TT
but somehow I didnt regret it.
It's not because I dint get scolded (my parents used to give me some 'seminar' after I losing items)
I didnt feel the terrible feeling (o.O)
well, it's surprising, but thanks God~ (I HATE the miserable feeling!)
I had to buy the new one, though :D
I found a cute mango-shaped USB on the way
but unfortunately I cant afford the price (TT)
"200 thousand for a 1GB USB? oh my..."

anyway, Im doing pretty well
and Im working on a Stencil project :D
my plan was to draw a huge "DEARS" graffiti, but
Im giving up on making the roses and its branch..
if I make it simpler, the result won't be great
so I make a A3 size poster, and draw people's head with my dream hair xDD
Im planning to use many colors, bot like the usual stencil :3

the lovely-est stencil ever xD

~Hime Carol

FORDEAR -->the way GACKT start his blog
This is a video in GACKT's(hello GACKT, as you wish, I write your name in full capital letters) newest blog post

CRAZY D タニモー
-->the same video title with what he wrote in his blog

The loading sucks!
but the video worth it ;)
you can't see GACKT in the video, though
but you can feel the atmosphere...
GACKT is there...
eating with his staffs...
and you can hear his voice clearly...
deep, sexy, ah, I want to hear more...
+LUST+

Ameblo!

2010-08-05T22:22:00.000+07:00

I see there are soooo many celebs using amablo(or ameba) as their personal blog.
So I decided to make one.
here is mine~
ameblo.jp/maidearest
but it's still underconstruction..
it's way different from blogger, so I need some practice on designing it.
I dont wanna done it half-assed >.< -->thanks GACKT for inspiring me.

So just wait for ameblo guyyyss~
*believe me, it would be a wonderful blog~!

~Hime Carol

First, Im tired...

2010-07-31T17:30:00.000+07:00

Second, Im tired.
Third, Im tired.
Im sooo tired.
Why school is always so tiring?
It doesnt mean I hate school, I love it, really.
I enjoy school VERY MUCH but then Im die when I reach home.
Hahaha it's always like that.
But I love it ♥

Oh, and it seems like I won't be able to update everyday or every 2 days like before.
(you can see my last post is about a week ago xD )
school activities force me to stop blogging >.<
well, actually it was because my parents took my modem and not allowed me to open internet on schooldays.
Ukh, so strict. Sometimes I hate them..
but they're still my LOVELY parents. and nobody can change it :D

I still can't believe myself.
The changing that happen in my life, my body, my mind, my logic.
I just think wow... It's too fast!
I will attend the college in one or two years.
It's all so "WOW"
I still feels like a little girl, but, I gotta see the fact that IM NOT KIDS ANYMORE.

People said "just enjoy your present life"
but as human I think about my future so much xD
I really want to become a lawyer, but then I feel like to attend the fashion school, and so on...
I can't decide yet >,<
thinking about future is soo fun but yet tiring xDD
Im wondering about things like "what will be my job in the future?"
"how is it looks like when im getting older?"
"rich or poor?"
"as popular as celebrities or become ordinary people?"
and imaginary question, just like...
"what will be my husband looks like?" --this one. LOL
(I hope it's someone who loos like GACKT but much younger than him xDD )

~Hime Carol

GACKT new single, EVER!

2010-07-26T20:53:00.000+07:00

Finally finally finally!
After a long long wait, the full PV for Gackt's newest song, EVER, finally out.
The release date is on 28th July, though, but I found this video on youtube.
Gaaaahh. HATE THE QUALITY.
Why most of Gackt's PV looks like an old video?
I keep on wondering
but then I realized it won't give me any answer (xP)
so I stop wondering and just enjoy it.
It's GACKT. GACKT is GACKT.
He never looks ugly, even in the worstest quality video. Gakuto-sama aishiteru ♥

GACKT - EVER

kawaita daichi ni koboshita namida wo
itsu made kazoete nemuru no kai?
kesenai kizuato kakaete naite mo
dare ni mo omae wo iyasenai

itami ni hohoemi tachi agareru nara
ima made no yowasa wa mou nakunaru darou oh

kodoku ni obie namida nagashite mo
omae no koto nado dare mo sukuenai
Ever
kuchihateru made tatakai tsuzukero
kobushi wo agete
Whatever they say, Never change your way

koboreta namida de kizuguchi nagashite
kesenai itami ni hohoemi wo kawasu
dare mo... dare ni mo sukuwarenakute mo
ashita(mirai) wa kanarazu yatte kuru

furi hajimeta ame ni namida kakuseru nara
nagusame no kotoba wa mou iranai darou

kodoku no hate ni hohoemi nakushite mo
dare ni mo kesenai kokoro moyashite
Ever
kuchihateru made tatakai tsuzukero
kobushi wo agete
Nobody can take away from your pain

itsuka wa dare mo ga kieru sadame(unmei) nara
moetsukiru made motto takaku tobe

kono yo no hate de subete nakushite mo
dare ni mo mienai kotae ga aru kara
Ever
kuchihateru made tatakai tsuzukero
tadori tsukeru sa
Whatever they say, Never change your way

ENGLISH translation
How long will you sleep
counting the tears spilt upon the dried up land?
Even if you cry, bearing the un-erasable scars
no one can heal you

If you can smile at your pain, and stand up
even your weakness from up until now will vanish, oh

Even if you shed tears, terrified of the solitude
no one can save anything of you
Ever...
Keep fighting until you rot away
Raise up your fists...
Whatever they say, Never change your way

Bathing your open wounds with the spilt tears
you exchange a smile with your un-erasable pain
Even if... no one can be saved by anyone
A new day is certain to eventually come

If you can hide your tears amidst the rain that began to fall
then you'll no longer need words of consolation

Even if you lose your smile at the edge of solitude
Let your heart burn so that no one can extinguish it
Ever...
Keep fighting until you rot away
Raise up your fists...
Nobody can take away from your pain

If it is fate for everyone to vanish someday
Soar higher and higher until you burn to nothing

Even if you lose everything at the end of this world
there's an answer that no one else can see
Ever...
so keep fighting until you rot away
You'll get there some day
Whatever they say, Never change your way
-english translation= credits to amaiakuyume @ LJ-

Well, I'm a bit disappointed with this song..
In one side, Im happy coz finally he make new song(the latest song he made was Jesus on 2008)
but in other side, EVER isn't what Im expecting from a GACKT~
I know he can do MUCH better on vid and song.
I dont feel his vocal strength in this song.
Well, it really makes me down a bit.
However I like the lyrics.
Especially the "Whatever they say never change your way..."
it does cheer me up (^_^)
Actually Im gonna buy this single, but now Im doubted.
Maybe I'll buy Ayumi Hamasaki's new single, MOON/blossom

but wait, Im saving my money for a Mac~!
I gotta stop buying CDs and accesories +sigh+
sorry Ayu-nee, I can't buy your CD now (TT)

~Hime Carol
WHATEVER THEY SAY, NEVER CHANGE YOUR WAY

New netbook~

2010-07-24T18:44:00.000+07:00

Lalalala~
Yay! Finally I start my school~ (wew. I think Im the only one who cheers for school, cause evrybody hates it.)
New teachers, new students...
and finally, NEW STYLE.
(Thats why I always love new term!)

But this year the school promised to be MORE STRICT.

Some new sucks rules:
1. No dangling earrings. (hello teachers, you should take off your super-dangling earrings too.)
2. Only allowed to use one pair of earrings. (So you're gonna tell me that I have to left the other pierce blank? No way.)
3. No coloring hair. (and the teachers told me to dye my bangs black(it's copper blonde now)... HELL NO.)
4. No bracelet. (SUCH A NONSENSE RULE)
5. Use only one necklace. (NONSENSE, just like the previous one)
6. No earphone, headphone during school hour. (hahah, I know they are not serious for this one. Last time I saw my senior came to school with earphone plugged in, but nobody cares)
7. Use totally black shoes. (I dont wanna buy shoes again. Oh my, totally black? NO~)
8. No laptop, ipod, or cellphone allowed. (....... -_-")

Gah, but it still my ~~beloved~~ school, so I have to follow the rules (T.T)

but I got new netbook~
it's smaller than my old laptop, and easier to carry.
I still want the Mac, though.
But for now, this one is good enough~
so I try some shoot to test the webcam.
It's DARK, so I have to brighten it up a bit. (and it makes my skin looks yellowish. uuukkhh. gimme my milky white skin baaaaacckk~)

--school rules. Hime Carol Back2Black--

--Hello! My name is Hime Carol. Welcome to my world!--

--Maybe someone wanna offer me a to become a model for this product CM? Hehee~--
P.S.: this image contains NO commercial purpose. it's just what I wear everyday and an 'object' in my photo. once again, NO COMMERCIAL MEANS.

--try to get that ayumi hamasaki-looks on my eyes.--

this one. Is Hime Carol similar with Ayu? definitely NO. LOL

--Ayu's pose again. But I forgot where did I saw her posing like this.--

--Just wanna show my new necklace~! It's a stone, I forgot the name, but it's BEAUTIFUL. Thats all.--

Aw! My battery is running out!
Hahah, so much fun, much friends, much pocket money, much exercise, much homework, some problem.
I♥school. I have no idea why people keep saying school is sucks.
But one thing, I'll never join with those popular group again.
Enough friendship problem.

I believe tomorrow will not be the same day as today, Im curious whats gonna happen tomorrow!
Study is still number one, though. So let's go study and enjoy school~! ☺

See ya (^_^)

~Hime Carol

Kawaii~!

2010-07-18T13:21:00.000+07:00

Nah sekarang saya hanya mau pamer idola saya, GACKT.

He reminds me
sama my friend.
Hahah I miss him
sometimes I wonder "whats he doing now?"
Haaahh live in different country is SUCKS.
but we're still a good friend, though (^_^)

~Hime Carol

Some 'DEARSy' site

2010-07-17T23:40:00.000+07:00

First I would like to thank all of my GID ~Gackt Dears Indonesia~ friends
for sharing such useful infos and awesome pictures! (^^)
without internet I wont able to get FREE holy Gackt's pics.
so thanks to the almighty internet xD

Gackt Official Website -- hahah. Unnecessarily posted. I just enjoy typing Gackt's site address (*///*)
Mic's blog -- an awesome Dears from Japan.
amaiakuyume at LiveJournal -- what a great translator~!
Eien no yume -- Gackt all-about.
LOVEPOTION 9-Gallery One -- awesome scans of Gackt's beautiful pictures (~.~)
Youtube -- believe me. Youtube is a great place to know about Gackt better +somewhaaatt+

There are so many fansite and blog dedicated to Gackt!
I cant even remember all of them~
at least those sites above are the most useful
for me
heheee~

GACKT seriously made my day and night. Aishiteru <3
~Hime Carol

Jogja -day2

2010-07-16T16:32:00.000+07:00

Why "day2" ?
Because in day1, I just take a rest in my cousin's house and doing nothing xD
and here you go, my 2nd day in Jogja~

PART 1: Malioboro
Oh my, Malioboro was soo crowded!
There are so many accessories and craft shop there >.<
Doh, those things make me wanna spend my money more and more +laughs+
and the crowded condition didn't let me to take some picture of those shop. +sigh+

Some 'nutritious health drink' on the way. It was called 'Jamu'. Look at those cute cups~!

PART 2: The Vredeburg Castle
Malioboro is done, so I move to a castle near Malioboro.
It's The Vredeburg Castle~~

An art exhibition was held.

The wind breeze
strongly.

My eyes looks terrible without makeup. I hate it

Imagine if you see this at night. So scary~

Some clay products that can be used as aromatherapy~ I bought one. Hehe.

Those colorful thingy in the box are 'kelomang'. Err, I dont know what is it in English.

It was great
3 kelomang are with me now. Hehee~
The next day is my uncle's marriage!
Can't wait for the party. +laugh+

~Hime Carol

Jogja!

2010-07-16T16:04:00.000+07:00

Hmm I can feel the fresh 'holiday' air~!
IT'S TIME TO HAVE FUN!!!!!
and this time, me and my family went to Jogja.
Actually not for a holiday, my uncle get married and we went there to celebrate it.
But some 'holiday' would be great!
and I did it.
LOL

--I wanna share about my holiday, but I think it would be a long long looooongg post, so I decided to make it apart.--

~Hime Carol

Zigaz

2010-06-18T12:38:00.000+07:00

Okay, okay.. Enough Gackt. I decide to stop listening to his songs for a while, before it turns me crazy. I listen to some Indonesian pop songs, and here is one of my favorite :D
ZIGAZ

Vocal - Zian
Guitar - Azis, Randy
Bass - Ebi
Drum - Rama

I don't know much about them, though. And information about them is very RARE.
The name ZIGAZ itself have a hidden meaning(wow). The name begins and end with the letter "Z", which means this is the final journey in music for each personels.
For the genre, I can't decide yet, but maybe it's pop(or rock? No idea). You may say it's pop-rock then ;)
First time I listen to their song is from my mom(wow, my mom is a fan of Zigaz) and I like the vocalist's voice~

Collective Soul, Audioslave, Aerosmith, The Police, Queen and Arkana become their references in making songs and arrangement. Their first single Sahabat Jadi Cinta becoem hits in Indonesia. I don't really like this song, but at least I enjoy Zian's voice :3
The bass take too much role (?).

Zigaz - Sahabat Jadi Cinta

bulan terdampar di pelataran
hati yang temaram
matamu juga mata mataku
ada hasrat yang mungkin terlarang

satu kata yang sulit terucap
hingga batinku tersiksa
Tuhan tolong aku jelaskanlah
perasaanku berubah jadi cinta

reff:
tak bisa hatiku menafikan cinta
karena cinta tersirat bukan tersurat
meski bibirku terus berkata tidak
mataku terus pancarkan sinarnya

ku dapati diri makin tersesat
saat kita bersama
desah nafas yang tak bisa rusak
persahabatan jadi cinta

apa yang kita kini tengah rasakan
mengapa tak kita coba persatukan
mungkin cobaan untuk persahabatan
atau mungkin sebuah takdir Tuhan

---Here is the English version of the lyric. I don't know is it wrong or not, I search it in Google and try to translate some parts of the lyrics---

Zigaz - Sahabat Jadi Cinta (From Friends to Love)

moon stranded in the yard
the dim heart
your eyes is my eyes
there is a forbidden feeling

one word that is very difficult to say
that tortured my heart
God please help me, explain to me
my feeling turn into love

reff:
my heart can't deny a love
because love is implied and not destiny
my lip keep saying no
but my eyes keeps shed it

I found myself lost
when we're together
the sigh that can't be broken
friendship turns into love

what we are feeling now
why don't we try to unite it
maybe it's test of a friendship
or a destiny from God

Taman Kota

2010-06-10T15:30:00.000+07:00

Yay last week I spend my Sunday with my family and friends from CFC and having a great time in the CFC Family Day.

And it's located in the Taman kota 2, which is very far from my house. Gosh, I sleep on the way xDD

"Welcome to ~~HimeLand~~ Taman Kota!"
From left to right: My dad, Hime Carol(me), and my uncle :DD

Now, time for photo session...

Hime Carol(me): "Wait! I'm not ready yet!"
I like this one. Why? No reason.

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"Hime Carol(me) and my lovely mom~!"

My father did candid. Hoho.

The teddy bear doll (yeah it's a teddy bear~!) my mom hold is a gift from the CFC game. I dont really play the games, though.

I was so tired, but Im having fun, and, I watch some skateboarders playing there. Too bad I can't get any pictures of them T_T (my camera battery run out!!) They are so cool ^^. I borrow and try to play it, but I FAILED.
There are many lovers and couples there. Some look at me like I was annoying or something. I just realized that I sing TOO LOUD when I take off my headset. LOL

My father is not a good photographer~! He always take picture when Im not ready yet, and he cant capture the RIGHT moments. But thanks to him, if not because of him, I wont have those pictures of myself. :DD

2010-06-09T14:32:00.000+07:00

WARNING!
WATCHING MAYBE HAZARDOUS FOR YOUR HEALTH

Oh my, he is not a human.

Gacktizm! #2

2010-06-09T12:14:00.000+07:00

WARNING!
WATCHING AND READING MAYBE HAZARDOUS FOR YOUR HEALTH

Hime Carol is back (with Gackt inside of her mind)~!
And again, it's time for GACKTIZM!!!

Yeah I think this blog need more Gackt, so I upload more photo of him, and, of course, more videos of him. Kyaaa~!! xDD

As a reminder of HOW BEAUTIFUL HE IS, here are some random pictures that I got from internet (haha of course from internet, but it would be a pleasure to take his picture by myself xDD)

These three are my favorite. I found them after hitting the "next" buton on google OVER AND OVER.

I remember the tagline for this picture was: "You gotta love Gackt"
and one of the comment said:

"He’s not just a simple musician, he’s also a composer, lyricist, poet, author, actor, designer, model and of course, hot as hell!"

LOL. I won't use words such as "hot as hell", but I will use words that are much elegant: beautiful.

Gacktizm!

2010-06-08T11:44:00.001+07:00

I can't stop makin gpost about Gackt, seriously.
Gosh, he is HOOOOOOOTTT~!!!!!

Even when he talks, his voice sounds so calm. And it makes me Love him. Huh. This is a video showing Gackt's house. I don't understand any part of this video, though. But it's GACKT's glorious house. Lalala let's watch it together ^^

It's dark, I know. But Gackt himself said that his house don't have or hardly have any windows. I wonder why he is so mysterious? o_o

But over all, he is SO DAMN RICH. I think that's not a house. That's a castle. Im gonna build one for me someday. Hope I can have my own castle!

It's GACKT!

2010-06-08T10:51:00.000+07:00

This is Gackt Camui, the japanese rockstar and most-wanted man in Japan :DD

No matter how you look at him, he looks gorgeousszz~ Is he really a MAN? I wonder. xDD

His voice, OMG~ Nyah, he is HOT~! I always love his PV, heehee~
He has such a beautiful face, doesn't he?
I can't believe that he is almost 40... He is just 7 years younger than my parents, but he just looks like 20 something.. Nyah. I can't believe he was born in 4 July 1973.

This is one of my favourite. Check this out ^_^

Secret Garden, Gackt.

There is one comment from a guy at this video said:
"I love women, but I can appreciate the beauty of a man."
Perfect!

Some error.. huh?

2010-06-05T12:24:00.000+07:00

I think some error has occured.
Test 1
Test 2

Test3

Test 4

Sorry..

2010-06-01T23:24:00.000+07:00

Hey, it's me ONCE AGAIN. Finally I can show my layout, but sorry about the posts..

I can't export my old blog posts here, so, I'll start from zero. LOL

I'll post the proper posting later. For now all I have is just these 2 "unofficial" posting.

Haha.

Enjoy!

the first

2010-05-14T13:07:00.001+07:00

hello.
it's still under construction