If only I can remove anger from this world... (Saturday, August 28, 2010 / 9:21:00 PM)
There are LOT of things I wanna share
and I don't know where to start >.<
Okay, my english is getting awful and more awful day by day!
I can't start a single essay,
and stuck in the opening.
ARGH. "What's wrong with me?"
--this one got nothing to do with the tile. See? I can't even decide a title that would fit this post.--
Anyway, I think(and yes, it's true) my friend got mad at me.
Though it wasn't my fault,
I can't tell her that.
No. She will absolutely angry at me....
"It is an usual Friday morning.
Yes, Im late, again. I look at my watch. It's 8.05 am. Im late, I can ensure that before I reach the section gate(my school is divided my many gates. First is the main gate, and then divided into section gates. It divided kindergarten, primary, secondary and the high school.)
So I walk calmly. I don't have to run. It's useless. Im already late.
And after a great walk(LOL you shouldn't do this.) I reach the secondary gate. A big man is standing right there, and told me to run and hurry.
I go to the 2nd floor, to my classroom.
"Carol!"
someone call me. Yea it's SHE.
"Hello Carol. Let's go to the meditation room together," SHE said.
and I replied,"eh? So today is the schedule for meditation? Well, okay, I'll put my bag first." and SHE said,"okay."
So I go to the locker room and put my bag there. I run down, and I see SHE waiting for me. "Okay let's go," I say it with a nice smile.
In our way reach the meditation room, I remember something. My cellphone.
I got to silent it or else the teacher will take it from me. Can you imagine a ringing phone when a meditation session is going on?
So I stop for a moment and silent it first.
When we got there, there are lot of people late too. And we, me and SHE follow the meditation safely.
But the teacher noticed us and send us to the, um,
something room, to get MINUS POINT BECAUSE OF OUR LATENESS.
I know Im late and I have no rights to reject the minus. SO I just take it.
SHE gone mad and grumbling to the teacher."
And... One of my friend come and told me that SHE is now angry with me.
---death for a moment---
No, my friend didn't tell lie.
Yesterday I go with other friend
and met SHE. My friend and SHE talk for a moment, but strangely
SHE didn't talk to me.
Not even a "hello".
And I saw SHE giving sign to my friend, and pointing at me(not really 'pointing' but just some sign which I understand CLEARLY.)
Now all what I want to do is just shouting at her and train her dumb brain.
THATS NOT MY FAULT YOU STUPID! WHY DO YOU ANGRY AT ME? BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE TO RUN TO THE MEDITATION ROOM. ACTUALLY I DONT WANT TO RUN. BECAUSE I KNOW IM ALREADY LATE.
BUT I DONT WANT YOU TO BE LATE. THATS WHY I RUN.
I ALREADY LATE WHEN I REACH THE SCHOOL, YOU BRAINLESS. DONT YOU HAVE ANY WATCH OR CLOCK?
YOU ARE LATE TO THE MEDITATION NOT BECAUSE OF IM TOO SLOW, OR BECAUSE I DO SILENT-ING MY PHONE FIRST.
WE; YOU AND I, ARE LATE, TERRIBLY LATE; JUST WHEN YOU TALK TO ME IN FRONT OF THE ART CLASS. IN THAT TIME WE ALREADY LATE.
EVEN IF YOU USE A SUPERJET OR ROCKET SHOES TO REACH THE MEDITATION ROOM, YOU'RE LATE. LATE. LATE.
YOU ARE LATE ENOUGH, JUST WHEN YOU TALK TO ME.
UNDERSTAND, SHE?
I dont know whats wrong with Rin
is she in a bad mood? Or what?
But yesterday she treats me like strangers.
Dont tell me you're angry because SHE is angry with me -___________-
+if thats true, Im the one who will angry at Rin+
~Hime Carol
P.S.: as I strive to make every post cute and adorable, I think this would be the evil side of my blog. I believe every person have evil and angel side, and so my blog (^_^)
Labels: anger, everyday life, feeling, friends, rin
