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Aah. I'm surely missing someone.
I'm sure. I can feel that.
But whos the one?
Nah.
Im not sure about that one.

Today I arrived at school a bit late, just wishing to meet him.
But he wasnt there.
LOL. What a fool.
Im wishing for someone who-Im-not-even-sure-if-he-knows-my-name.
But at least I dont stand there and just waiting for him.
Thats just TOO LOL~

And after the exam finished, I rushed to library
for no reasons.
There's a reason actually, but I just dont want to accept it.
Im looking for him.

But then I met sugyong and we went to the library together~
She is looking for SK, probably.

And now I start to play with my name.

"How would it be like to have my name changed into Carol Chung?"
"Daeun Chung and Carol Chung? Sounds good."

AAAAAAAA LOOOOOLL~!!
(eh, I just realized that his name sounds like a girl name. Oh no, thats really a girl name... Daeun? How feminine.)

Haha I gotta accept the fact; I still like him.

~Hime Carol

footnote:
the anime boy, Jaecheol,(doesnt mean he is an anime fanatic; he just looks like those anime characters.) wore blazer today~! Whoaa. And I saw him walking across the basketball court, with the wind effect, a bit sunshie, and the way he untied his tie while walking... HE IS JUST AWESOME! I cant order my eyes to stop looking at him. Fortunately he didnt realized I was looking at him HEAVILY. Hahah what a fangirlll~ If he has a fanclub, I'll join immediately.

Labels: blog, chinese boy, everyday life, favorite, feeling, friends, kawaii, korean boy, school, uncategorized

Kenapa aku biasa-biasa aja ya?
Aku selalu berpikir keras
Mencari kelebihan yang bisa kubanggakan di depanmu

Kulit putih, coret
Hidung mancung, um entahlah
Badan.. ah, badanku emang bagus, tapi itu ga penting. iya kan?
Nilaiku hanya diatas rata-rata.
Haa bahkan kau tidak menyadari kehadiranku.

Aku ada, tapi tak pernah tertangkap oleh iris hitammu itu.
Aku peduli, tapi sampai sejauh mana aku bisa peduli?
Terlalu tinggi gengsi ini, haha.
Ah sudahlah aku memang pengecut. Tidak rela rasanya.
Menghindar saat kau menyadari aku ada? Maaf, aku terlalu malu.
Hanya saja aku selalu bisa tersenyum saat mengingatmu; meskipun dadaku terasa sesak. Jantungku mau copot rasanya.
Baru kali ini aku tahu kalau yang mereka tulis di teenlit-teenlit itu memang benar.
Itu kenyataan.

Aku hanya bisa melampiaskan semuanya
Pada goresan-goresan penaku
Sungguh tak berarti.

Aku berharap bisa jadi satu kebahagiaanmu
Suatu hari nanti, mungkin?
Itu... saat kau menyadari bahwa aku hidup, mengagumimu, dan terus menunggu
Hanya menunggu yang bisa; eh maksudku, mau kulakukan
Haha, aku merasa konyol
Stupid xD

~the silly girl inside me who asks for recognition, for something people called as feeling.~

Labels: feeling, uncategorized

Have been crazily active on twitter.
Follow me follow mee~
@himecarol

And I got some really (un)beautiful words
which is SO DAMN TRUE~!!

I never stopped loving YOU, I just stopped showing it. #DamnItsTrue
Just because I say cute things, dosen't mean I'm flirting. #DamnItsTrue
Saying maybe even though I really just want to say YES or NO. #DamnItsTrue
I bring my cellphone with me everywhere. +everywhere means EVERYWHERE.+

among the other quotes tweets, I personally like
tweets from this account
@DamnItsTrue



Oh oh I chat with Audria today
It was a long long and fuuun chat x3
we talked about him LOL
lalala

Audri is really nice. She never tell anyone that I have crush on him
hahah I promise I will buy her really big chocolate if she stay in here for next year.
I PROMISE.
and if I still have crush on him till next year, I'll buy him a chocolate also :3

Tomorrow Im going to the Asian Festival.
Wish something surprising will happen tomorrow.
TOMORROW~!


You can have my words
(believe me, I always want to say that)

~Hime Carol

Labels: everyday life, feeling, friends, kawaii, twitter

I've made an essay-like thingy to post in here,
but now I'm too lazy to co-pas it.
And now I have no idea about who am I, what I'm gonna do
and so on.

Doh, I lost in my mind forest~
and now I get to hate all those fangirls of JRocker...
I know I'm one of the fangirls, but yeah
maybe I can get well soon.
Hmm I hope so

Don't be too hopeless.

~Hime Carol (at least I remember my name, hehe)

Labels: error, everyday life, fans, feeling, j-rock

There's something wrong with me.
Yeah I can feel it.
I took lots of love quizzes which titled
"do you really love him?"
"are you in love?"
"does he notice your feeling?"
"what kind of love do you have?"
--Thanks God most of the result was "you're not really in love."
Phew. Now I can relaxed a bit..

After taking those quizzes, I took another type of quiz.
And it's going to be...

TA-DAA~~
A PERSONALITY QUIZ!


--please answer these questions BEFORE you read the meaning of every question. I know you can be honest to YOURSELF. ^^--

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?
Rin(my bestfriend)

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
A parakeet~

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
It perched on my finger. I take a deep look at it, and it did so.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house, how big is it?
The biggest house ever :D +EVER! Whatever they say, never change you way~+

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
yess~ but not too tall

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see a table. What’s on AND around it?
ON: Really long tablecloth with white lace everywhere, candles, bananas & oranges(I hardly stand on it. It's my own answer after all, but why banana & orange? Well, those are come out of my mind first), glasses of red wine.
AROUND:Chairs, a handsome butler(a perfect one like GACKT. LOL)

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A simple silver cup.

8. What do you do with the cup?
Take it, look carefully on it, and think "is it one from my kitchen?"

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at river, how big is it?
Not too big, but big enough for a river.
Some additional details that might be needed: it's calm, not too deep(you can see the stones inside, and very clear.

10. How will you cross the water?
I'll cross the bridge above it. (though the question didn't mention about bridge, this was the first thing that cross on my mind)

Now, get ready for the meaning... (make sure you're not cheating!)

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of the problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not drop by unannounced. +as always+

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.



okay. No comment.


~Hime Carol

Labels: everyday life, feeling, love, personality, quiz, test

Natural

Serasa di atas angin, aku berjalan menyusuri koridor dengan ceria
This year will become my year; our year, the senpai
Noticing the new faces around
I blame myself for not noticing you on the first day
I cant help it, I’m always nervous around new people

Become the air that you breathe
I want to look at your gentle eyes everyday
It’s not that you’re so good looking
But my heart keep pounding everytime Im thinking of you
Since my eyes chose you…

Ingin, ingin! Bersembunyi dibalik mataku, aku melirik dengan semangat
You give me spirit to live life
Our eyes never met, yet
But the feeling had come through my eyes, mouth; my throat, my heart
Even my legs can’t work well when you’re around
Will you give me an eye?
Please, stay the way you are

Tell me you haven’t found your “someone” yet
A feel like this must not die yet
I have to keep a strict control over my mouth
So it won’t spoil a word about you
I have to keep a strict control over my heart
Would you tell me why the thunder inside my heart can’t stop?
Since my heart chose you, only you…

My eyes chose you
The heart can’t make another choice
Kenyataannya aku mulai menikmati ini, ah
I got to keep a strict control over myself!


~Hime Carol

P.S.: actually I tried to make a full-indonesian lyrics. But somehow I can't, and those english words come to my mind over and over.
Though it's not a song(since it doesn't have any melody)
I prefer to call it a "lyrics" rather than "poem".

Labels: feeling, love, lyrics

So here I am, to update the blog.
Finally it's friday, and thanks my parents are not home.
SO I can watch GACKT's sexy CM and videos xD
though they're not porn videos, my parent always consider it as a porn.
If only I can transfer what's in my mind to them... (-.-)

My eyes are just attracted to one creature in school.
Oh my he's so good looking.
seems like there are lot of students from higher grade
talking about him everyday~!

That I'm too good to keep my feelings for myself,
so others can't see what's inside my heart.

But I want him to know.
Only him...


~Hime Carol

P.S.: I feel complicated, or, argh. I can't find any word to describe my feeling right now. I think I had a crush. Jeez.

Labels: feeling, love, school, uncategorized

There are LOT of things I wanna share
and I don't know where to start >.<
Okay, my english is getting awful and more awful day by day!
I can't start a single essay,
and stuck in the opening.
ARGH. "What's wrong with me?"
--this one got nothing to do with the tile. See? I can't even decide a title that would fit this post.--

Anyway, I think(and yes, it's true) my friend got mad at me.
Though it wasn't my fault,
I can't tell her that.
No. She will absolutely angry at me....

"It is an usual Friday morning.
Yes, Im late, again. I look at my watch. It's 8.05 am. Im late, I can ensure that before I reach the section gate(my school is divided my many gates. First is the main gate, and then divided into section gates. It divided kindergarten, primary, secondary and the high school.)
So I walk calmly. I don't have to run. It's useless. Im already late.
And after a great walk(LOL you shouldn't do this.) I reach the secondary gate. A big man is standing right there, and told me to run and hurry.
I go to the 2nd floor, to my classroom.
"Carol!"
someone call me. Yea it's SHE.
"Hello Carol. Let's go to the meditation room together," SHE said.
and I replied,"eh? So today is the schedule for meditation? Well, okay, I'll put my bag first." and SHE said,"okay."
So I go to the locker room and put my bag there. I run down, and I see SHE waiting for me. "Okay let's go," I say it with a nice smile.
In our way reach the meditation room, I remember something. My cellphone.
I got to silent it or else the teacher will take it from me. Can you imagine a ringing phone when a meditation session is going on?
So I stop for a moment and silent it first.
When we got there, there are lot of people late too. And we, me and SHE follow the meditation safely.
But the teacher noticed us and send us to the, um, something room, to get MINUS POINT BECAUSE OF OUR LATENESS.
I know Im late and I have no rights to reject the minus. SO I just take it.
SHE gone mad and grumbling to the teacher."



And... One of my friend come and told me that SHE is now angry with me.
---death for a moment---
No, my friend didn't tell lie.
Yesterday I go with other friend
and met SHE. My friend and SHE talk for a moment, but strangely
SHE didn't talk to me.
Not even a "hello".
And I saw SHE giving sign to my friend, and pointing at me(not really 'pointing' but just some sign which I understand CLEARLY.)
Now all what I want to do is just shouting at her and train her dumb brain.
THATS NOT MY FAULT YOU STUPID! WHY DO YOU ANGRY AT ME? BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE TO RUN TO THE MEDITATION ROOM. ACTUALLY I DONT WANT TO RUN. BECAUSE I KNOW IM ALREADY LATE.
BUT I DONT WANT YOU TO BE LATE. THATS WHY I RUN.
I ALREADY LATE WHEN I REACH THE SCHOOL, YOU BRAINLESS. DONT YOU HAVE ANY WATCH OR CLOCK?
YOU ARE LATE TO THE MEDITATION NOT BECAUSE OF IM TOO SLOW, OR BECAUSE I DO SILENT-ING MY PHONE FIRST.
WE; YOU AND I, ARE LATE, TERRIBLY LATE; JUST WHEN YOU TALK TO ME IN FRONT OF THE ART CLASS. IN THAT TIME WE ALREADY LATE.
EVEN IF YOU USE A SUPERJET OR ROCKET SHOES TO REACH THE MEDITATION ROOM, YOU'RE LATE. LATE. LATE.
YOU ARE LATE ENOUGH, JUST WHEN YOU TALK TO ME.
UNDERSTAND, SHE?


I dont know whats wrong with Rin
is she in a bad mood? Or what?
But yesterday she treats me like strangers.
Dont tell me you're angry because SHE is angry with me -___________-
+if thats true, Im the one who will angry at Rin+

~Hime Carol
P.S.: as I strive to make every post cute and adorable, I think this would be the evil side of my blog. I believe every person have evil and angel side, and so my blog (^_^)

Labels: anger, everyday life, feeling, friends, rin